7 weeks ago I gave birth to our little boy Carter.
It was and is the most surreal feeling ever. It’s been a really hard 7weeks with the poor bugger and us trying to figure out his tummy problems but what’s been incredibly easy is loving him.
Its a crazy love and I’ve never been so protective of something or someone in my life. I’m one of those mums that deaths stares people when they ask to hold him. Not because I want him all to myself but because it rips my heart out when he cries. And being only 7weeks with tummy problems, he cries…often.
Each day is different and each day he teaches us something new.
I now get the ‘pressure’ mums feel to make the ‘right’ decisions. I’m done feeling bad…this kid tummy sleeps, formula feeds and even uses a dummy.